Well my first blog this year, sure fun to blog again. well this year is different from the other year passed by, well i guess its because we moved out again? its not especial, though i already lived here in my high school days so I'm used to it. OK lets bring the facts.
First this year "I'm an out of school youth"
but you can say that I'm not in youth anymore, coz I've got my balls already grown up. Just kidding this year I'll turning "TWENTY".Yes! Twenty years old. hows that! one thing that I'm afraid off, (sigh) to become old! but its nothing to be worried about, coz its the way human are, aging till you get yourself an old stinky old hag/ fart and die. oopsie Ive got carried out, well back to the topic, by now I don't go to any school, when we moved out to our new place, it was decided that I'll transfer, but luck is off my side, I got my self late for the enrollment and not even getting my TOR from my previous school. So.... For the meantime I'm helping my old folks running our business. And also finding a job while I'm out of the game. n_n I'm such a good boy hehehe.
"Next is Into the job"
My father's sister, my Aunt is a manager in a great hotel in our city, and I'm lucky coz I've given the chance to worked there, and my sister too. I worked as an extra in the kitchen dept. and my sister is on the waiter and waitress dept. its a good experience though its not my line up, coz I'm an IT student and there's no computer around the kitchen to worked with. arggh, I thought I'm lucky gaining some working exp. but its not on my line. But I'm Great full that I was able to earned some cash from there even though their rate is not pretty well, Oh well I just it can't be help.
"Waiting In Vain?"
Am I waiting in vain? not really, I guess, let me be straight, well I'm waiting for some important contact, I'm just waiting to be summoned so i can train for my next job. Being an System operator for the up coming MF ELECTION, (sorry for the term) Yes! I'm one of those suckers waiting to be paid for the sake of our beloved election, which means nothing but just for formalities, Traditions and what so ever. I never trusted anyone from the higher ups of our government, they can only do is blabber themselves off and then, Ching! You've got your self fooled by another talk shit from this bastards! hehehe. huh,,,, I hoped this waiting will last.
"Moved Forward"
I'm moving forward with no detour or other second thought on my mind. My plans are pretty well initialized by now. I'm not planning on taking anymore troubles in my young innocent life, and I hope this will flow smoothly as i want. I'm not planning to seek for another love for now, but if the chances are for real, why should i avoid it, but another thing than that will be no no for good. I'm happy for what I am for now. Making new friends, learning more about life, slowly but surely making my path to adulthood, learning more to be a good man, making things up with someone i troubled before, and all the thing that made me regret will be kick out upon my new life. Even I got some of god's challenges... I'm not planning to Stop, I'll faced it head on. If there's no more road to walk on. I'll make one and flourished it so i can walk again. That the spirit!
"Whats next?"
For now I'm thinking of new things for my future, of course I'm planning to have some good time as well, but not letting my guard down, that's what i learned from one of my colleagues and good friend. His name is Joey, though he is older than me but we get along pretty well... And his one reason that makes me realize not to take my life for granted. B'coz I'll end up wasted. Back again to the topic. I'm planning on finishing my IT course then take another course of ECE of Coe. I'm choosing those two for my next plans. And most of all, I'm planning to work abroad, It's not like I don't want to work here in our country but, I want to gain some more knowledge from some foreigner, especially from Indians and middle east people, coz as much as I know, they are the best competitives in IT industry and I want to gain something from them. Hehehe wont lose to them.
Well I guess its all for now. Such a good feeling after long, I can post another of my thoughts again.
