Mugi

Love is a wonderful thing,

Being in Love is the greatest thing that would happen to everyone.


Love makes everyone comes to cloud 9.


YES, true
and Yes, some called it heaven
and some call it "HELL"
"DESPAIR"
"COURSE"

And when LOVE is SUPPRESSED, HATRED takes places.

i do feel the same by that time my loved becomes hatred and despair, many others feels the same too, and few of them committed different acts that is not appropriate.
If you never experience this kind of change, I'll tell you what I feel most of the time.

Its hard to be in that situation, despair and hatred is not the emotion you'll want to experience. Sadness and feeling down makes my stomach hurts, I feel i want to kill, I am easy to get irritated and i am always hot headed. I don't want to participate to an happenings, i always want to be with my desktop all the time, it for me to forget what the feeling is, its hard to hide what i feel from others, pretending to smile even my feelings are tormenting me most of the time, It was like an eternity of hell. sadness, madness, insanity, and wild! I started to have this world and all the people surrounding me.
FUCK THOSE WHO FUCKED ME.
DIE ALL THOSE BASTARD
I'LL KILL 'EM ALL
I HATE THIS FUCKING WORLD.

All i do is smoke, drink, stay up late, even my studies i take them for granted, I got low marks and my social status change, my friends started to feel I'm not with them anymore.

But thank god, I survived that kind of dimension I've been, But i always think, if that those committed suicide and unlawful crimes have also been in that kind of dimension? Well i think it might be, All i can say about what happened is i really understand them. and for those reasons i got there, all i can say is

THANK YOU, AND FUCK YOU

I can Smell it,
I can hear it,
I can feel it,

What a pain......
"Philippines ELECTION 2009" is coming, better to be prepared. I can smell the different odor of politicians. I can hear all the things they blabber over the people who makes them believed by some foolish shit talks they gave.

I don't believed.......
I think all of this is SHIT TALK, promise there, promise here, bah!!!!!, you all sucks, maybe others don't, but still majority are all fools, I CAN HEAR all the lies, PAGBABAGO? for hundreds of years, there is NO CHANGES AT ALL! you can tell me that if you change your politically Advocacy. ANOTHER lies! AND NO TRUTHS


I don't need this shit!.....
all i can tell is BAH!!!!! i can feel it. there is no sense making all this preparation for the up coming ELECTION bcoz IT WILL BE THE SAME!!!

ADIOS!!!

This past few days.......
I think I'm starting to hate the world....

But seriously, I am, I don't know how? But inside me.... I feel like the world is just a big pile of sh*t. Then something come up to my mind, "Is there any thing that is true?" Coz I'm thinking, In our present times, no one is true. Even to their own selves.

I think everything is a lie....
Just lie, all those stuffs that you can see in an idiotbox is all lies. Media? I think they are trying t manipulate our minds, like brainwashing us or controlling us, Coz I think they are the only one that holds the mass informastion before it aired on T.V, Am I right? thats why I think they have the power to manipulate those informastion and change its details before it aired? No one is true.... its a big fukery.

Don't you think religious group are for real?
I dont think so.... There are so many religious group, but are you sure that they are for real? form me they're just scums that are pretending to be good, but deep inside, they only want is to gain power, To gain controll, I've know so much of that! And I'm sick of hearing those shiT*y things from them. trying to tell us to be good, but how about those stinky fools. That why i dont believed in them. But i Know there is god and i only believed in one god, that is jesus christ, I dont need a religious group to believed.


the world has many problems. and every problem causes another.
i dont know.... I think I am just confused....
I just need time to think.

Deeper as it gets...

Here are some tips how to spend your summer with leisure time!
By me:



1. Summer Resorts!
With a good ambiance, fresh air, and a relaxing view. Anyone will enjoy a summer resort to spend their summer with their family and friends. For me spending my summer here will be fun and relaxing vacation.





2. Summer Beverage

Some cold and chill drinks will ease the heat of the sun,
Drinking/eating some summer beverages sures refreshing and fun. Doing you own recipe and sharing it to others surely fun, you can experiment recipes and you can also sell it to the neighborhoodd for some extra income this summer!












3. Beaches
Summer surely hot! isn't it, and one way the ease this heat is to go to................

BEACHES!!!

have some fun and enjoy the water @ beaches! Do things that will satisfy your need for enjoyment and make your self enjoy the white sand, sky blue water, beach volleyball and many more!








4. Malling
Want to refresh your self without spending some money? well Malls are everywhere, you can go to malls and make your self refresh! Because these area has a centralized air conditioning, malls are surely the place to go, you can window shopping, stand-by, play at the gaming section, its up to you how you would spend your time in malls, happy malling!








5. Retreats.
Are you a religious person? This one is for you! you can join Holy retreat, Holy retreat are the gatherings of religious people and they conduct talks/Seminars/workshop and many other activities. If you are one of them why don't you join! enjoy ^^,







6. Vacation Trip
Miss the old place where you grew up? Well, why don't you go visit them, This summer you can go to your old town/province to spend you summer with.
visit you relatives and spend your time with them. Me, I usually do this, visiting my province and go in a trip sures fun and exciting to! so what are you waiting for. grab your bag pack and, TAKE OFF!







7. Stay at home.(My favorite)


Don't want anymore trouble? Tired of traveling other places? Don't want to exposed to sunlight?
If you do, well this is the best summer Getaway for you! STAY AT HOME!
You can do everything you want at home, sleep, eat, watch and surf the net. no one will disturb you, except for your mother?.. hahaha














well, that's all! this summer getaways sures fun, and there's a lot more thing you can do to get through the summer. well HAPPY SUMMER

Oh men! this days seems very long....
It's the day before holy Monday, crap, this day is so similar to every day in my life when I'm home. Guess there is nothing more boring that to sit on your sofa and doing nothing, I cant came up with any Idea......


My cousins plans to have an outing this coming Saturday, And I think I'm looking forward for it, But I'm not excited as much as they do, And I think I'm not sure if I can go with them... B'coz I need to return to the Call Center that I tried to apply, They called me the day after I took their exam, a certain employee of this Call Center Company dropped me a call and i was told that I failed their final exam, and they're giving a chance to past it, he told me to come to their office and I have to retake my final exam for me to join their company, Because I want to earn some living this summer vacation, Me and my other two colleagues applied to Tele Tech Call Center, but this two suddenly disappeared leaving me alone, That was my first attempt, as much as I expected, I'm to nervous to concentrate, that's the reason why I failed my last exam, but lucky me the gave me a chance, that's why I'm not wasting this opportunity.


Well, Back to the topic, I did nothing this day, except eating some summer beverage and reading my book and wasting time looking at the clouds, surely wasn't fun, but it worth paying some times,.

I hate to be exposed in sun rays, I'm a dark person, and I know my skin is dark, And that's why i don't want to expose my self against the sun rays. I don't want to be burnt, I'll become darker and darker, and if that happens, surely I will not go anywhere except my house.

I guess this summer will go until the end of month of may or even June, Hope this summer will gonna be fun and meaningful this year, I'm looking forward to it...

(This is just for fun ^^, Nothing serious about this blog.)
Should I think about things happened wrong...
or should i keep on doing things as much as I can and move on...

Killing my time doing nothing, should i say it's a waste of what they called precious time? Or doing things that keeps me think and shoulder the burden of being told by someone and criticizing me. All of these thing, STOP!! I don't wanna hear what are you telling about.. your just good for nothing damned old species! There is no one here to trust, And I'm not one of those Stinky person that keeps telling others that I can be trusted, I don't want t be trusted by anyone. All I care is myself! Because caring for others is worthless and so stupid to do. Coz in the end, its just you and you alone, where are those shitty person you trusted and cared? they all gone and vanished. right, those person you trusted and expecting them to help you in times of need pop in the air like bubbles, suddenly blowing, the pop, vanished from your eyesight. In such situation, All hope is gone, c'mon I'm sick and tired of all those things! All i can trust is my self. I should think this a long ago, So stupid to ask for nothing. Leaving you behave like your a big bad burden to them.

I'm not feeling good this day, from the time being, I spend my week doing some school requirement. Tired and sick of all those work, I don't think i can handle anymore things to work on for the time being. I didn't even got my self back to condition, I just finished defending, and besides it just end up yesterday, I'm to sleepy to hang my nose up to something tiring again. Even now I'm doing this thing, Im too Sleepy to think any words to come. I just type in the things that first got into my big useless head, time pass by and nothing seems to happen. All people, things, doings, events are usually the same even times goes by and pass through their god da*** heads. Now What I should do next, Wait until someone say's I love you? Huh! No one is real, except Mr. real. Nowadays no one is "True", even the one you like will tell you, "Oh honey your the only one in my mind, blah blah blah blah," then "i love you so much, i can't lived without you," but the truth is this. "Huh, this stinks, i don't even want him/her to be by my side, I just want his/her fortune, money, and precious things.", see, am I right. hahahaha for those kind of bastards i just say, GO TO HE**, and meet your own kind. Thorn to pieces... who the hell are you to tell me i don't know how to love! Yeah right i don't know, since the time i loose all my hope to be with someone. But i don't care.. I don't need someone to care for me. all I need is me and myself, forget about those life ruining bitches! they are nothing but burden and pain.


Looking at this person make me feel i wan to kill someone, the lucky person that is in front of me, the one that's making me feel this way?! hahaha, do you want t live or d you want to meet your final date partner? Its you choice, there's no Boolean effect r void statement here, It's Just You who read this post and me who wrote this crazy things, there is so many things that i want to tell, but i can't... coz it's too many, every thing I'm thinking has been rumbled with every other.

Do you think I'm crazy,
if you ask me...
YES for the time being....
DO YOU THINK I'm LONELY?
Again... if you ask me the same Q?...
I'll say
YES, DEFINITELY...
Y?
I don't know?
But All i can Say is......



I'M HAPPY....
BEING LONELY...



Someday, you will understand my thoughts.......
for now, Just be puzzled of what am I talking......

Hello world! always the very first example in every kind of programming language. But for now its just a very nice greeting from me, and it is also my first time having my own blog and blogger account, ah actually not really, bcoz I have some published blog on my friendster account, hehehe.