Mugi

(This is just for fun ^^, Nothing serious about this blog.)
Should I think about things happened wrong...
or should i keep on doing things as much as I can and move on...

Killing my time doing nothing, should i say it's a waste of what they called precious time? Or doing things that keeps me think and shoulder the burden of being told by someone and criticizing me. All of these thing, STOP!! I don't wanna hear what are you telling about.. your just good for nothing damned old species! There is no one here to trust, And I'm not one of those Stinky person that keeps telling others that I can be trusted, I don't want t be trusted by anyone. All I care is myself! Because caring for others is worthless and so stupid to do. Coz in the end, its just you and you alone, where are those shitty person you trusted and cared? they all gone and vanished. right, those person you trusted and expecting them to help you in times of need pop in the air like bubbles, suddenly blowing, the pop, vanished from your eyesight. In such situation, All hope is gone, c'mon I'm sick and tired of all those things! All i can trust is my self. I should think this a long ago, So stupid to ask for nothing. Leaving you behave like your a big bad burden to them.

I'm not feeling good this day, from the time being, I spend my week doing some school requirement. Tired and sick of all those work, I don't think i can handle anymore things to work on for the time being. I didn't even got my self back to condition, I just finished defending, and besides it just end up yesterday, I'm to sleepy to hang my nose up to something tiring again. Even now I'm doing this thing, Im too Sleepy to think any words to come. I just type in the things that first got into my big useless head, time pass by and nothing seems to happen. All people, things, doings, events are usually the same even times goes by and pass through their god da*** heads. Now What I should do next, Wait until someone say's I love you? Huh! No one is real, except Mr. real. Nowadays no one is "True", even the one you like will tell you, "Oh honey your the only one in my mind, blah blah blah blah," then "i love you so much, i can't lived without you," but the truth is this. "Huh, this stinks, i don't even want him/her to be by my side, I just want his/her fortune, money, and precious things.", see, am I right. hahahaha for those kind of bastards i just say, GO TO HE**, and meet your own kind. Thorn to pieces... who the hell are you to tell me i don't know how to love! Yeah right i don't know, since the time i loose all my hope to be with someone. But i don't care.. I don't need someone to care for me. all I need is me and myself, forget about those life ruining bitches! they are nothing but burden and pain.


Looking at this person make me feel i wan to kill someone, the lucky person that is in front of me, the one that's making me feel this way?! hahaha, do you want t live or d you want to meet your final date partner? Its you choice, there's no Boolean effect r void statement here, It's Just You who read this post and me who wrote this crazy things, there is so many things that i want to tell, but i can't... coz it's too many, every thing I'm thinking has been rumbled with every other.

Do you think I'm crazy,
if you ask me...
YES for the time being....
DO YOU THINK I'm LONELY?
Again... if you ask me the same Q?...
I'll say
YES, DEFINITELY...
Y?
I don't know?
But All i can Say is......



I'M HAPPY....
BEING LONELY...



Someday, you will understand my thoughts.......
for now, Just be puzzled of what am I talking......