Mugi

Love is a wonderful thing,

Being in Love is the greatest thing that would happen to everyone.


Love makes everyone comes to cloud 9.


YES, true
and Yes, some called it heaven
and some call it "HELL"
"DESPAIR"
"COURSE"

And when LOVE is SUPPRESSED, HATRED takes places.

i do feel the same by that time my loved becomes hatred and despair, many others feels the same too, and few of them committed different acts that is not appropriate.
If you never experience this kind of change, I'll tell you what I feel most of the time.

Its hard to be in that situation, despair and hatred is not the emotion you'll want to experience. Sadness and feeling down makes my stomach hurts, I feel i want to kill, I am easy to get irritated and i am always hot headed. I don't want to participate to an happenings, i always want to be with my desktop all the time, it for me to forget what the feeling is, its hard to hide what i feel from others, pretending to smile even my feelings are tormenting me most of the time, It was like an eternity of hell. sadness, madness, insanity, and wild! I started to have this world and all the people surrounding me.
FUCK THOSE WHO FUCKED ME.
DIE ALL THOSE BASTARD
I'LL KILL 'EM ALL
I HATE THIS FUCKING WORLD.

All i do is smoke, drink, stay up late, even my studies i take them for granted, I got low marks and my social status change, my friends started to feel I'm not with them anymore.

But thank god, I survived that kind of dimension I've been, But i always think, if that those committed suicide and unlawful crimes have also been in that kind of dimension? Well i think it might be, All i can say about what happened is i really understand them. and for those reasons i got there, all i can say is

THANK YOU, AND FUCK YOU